…and Exploring his Daddy Issues
This is the latest post in what I
half-jokingly call The Kimberlin Saga®. If you are new to the story, that’s okay! Not
everyone reads my blog. The short
version is that convicted terrorist Brett Kimberlin has been harassing me for
over three years, his worst conduct being when he attempted to frame me for a
crime. I recognize that this might sound
like an incredible claim, but I provide video and documentary evidence of that
fact; in other words, you don’t have to believe my word. You only have to believe your eyes. Indeed, he sued me for saying this and lost
on the issue of truth. And more recently
when his wife came to us claiming that this convicted terrorist had threatened
her harm, we tried to help her leave him, and for that, he sued myself, John
Hoge, Robert Stacy McCain and Ali Akbar for helping his wife and he is suing
Hoge, McCain, Akbar, DB Capital Strategies, Michelle Malkin, Glenn Beck,
Patrick “Patterico” Frey, Mandy Nagy, Lee Stranahan, Erick Erickson,
Breitbart.com, the Blaze, Mercury Radio Arts, Red State, the National Bloggers
Club, and others alleging that we are
all in organized crime for reporting factually about the spate of SWATtings
committed against myself, Frey and Erickson.
So, if you are new to the story, go to this page and you’ll be able to catch up on what has
been happening.
As promised
yesterday, let me start by providing you with a copy of Brett Kimberlin’s
motion to strike my motion to dismiss:
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Usually this
is about where I mention that this is the same as what he filed, except some
personal information is redacted. While I
have no love for the man, I also commit no wrong again him, and as I have said,
intentionally posting his home address and other personal information is
wrong. But this time I didn’t redact
anything. Did that mean that I had
suddenly chosen to publish his personal information, etc.?
No, it means
he didn’t include any personal information to redact. Gee, which is unusual, isn’t it? In fact, isn’t that a problem, when a legal document doesn’t include information that I would
normally redact?
Why yes, dear
reader, it is. But we will talk about the
legal issues involved in this order tomorrow, for it seems reasonable to assume
Brett will have what I mailed yesterday by then.
It is also
worth noting that all of this might seem familiar to you, dear reader. You might think, “didn’t he try something like
this before?” And you would be
right. Which is also a problem.
But completely
apart from the legal merits of what he filed, I wanted to talk about what I think
is going on, mentally. Now, to a certain
extent, Brett Kimberlin’s conduct is beyond understanding. But to the extent that understanding is
possible, often the best way to understand him is by recognizing the ordinary impulses
that drive his behavior, and the inability to discern what is an inappropriate
response to those impulses.
For instance,
when his wife left him, his feelings weren’t hard to understand. He was, by all reportage, sad to see her go,
and his sadness turned to anger when he found out that she was seeing another
man. None of these are emotions that are
hard to understand. For instance, I don’t
care how amicable one’s divorce or separation might end up being, I don’t think
there is a man alive who likes to think of any other man being with his wife (or
ex-wife). Like if you run into her at a
social event and she says, “this is John,” and they show affection, you might
smile and be polite, but you aren’t happy.
The problem isn’t Brett’s feelings, it was his reaction. To borrow Freudian terms, it is not the id
that is the problem it is the ego and superego that doesn’t reign the id in, so
he ends up charging the boyfriend with trespass upon his company car, seeking a
peace order against the same guy, while both the boyfriend and his wife seek
orders providing protection, which in turn made all of this into a public
spectacle and so on. Neither morality
nor a sophisticated understanding of his best interests stopped him from
listening to his very ordinary sense of anger.
He often starts with a feeling most people share, but he doesn’t have the
filters most of us have that says, “don’t act out. It would be wrong to, or stupid to do it.”
Of course, at
other times, Brett’s feelings are downright abnormal, although he likes to
think he is normal:
Not
all the songs on his album—which Mahern characterizes as minimally produced and
“pretty much Brett”—have political overtones, which in some respects may be
unfortunate: While tracks like “Life’s a Bitch (For a Government Snitch)” and
“Who’s Next” (a song about unfounded sex crime accusations) have a definite
edge to them, others, like “Waiting to Meet” and “Teen Dream” (both about
having sex with teenage girls) are lacking in subtlety and tend to make one
squirm. But this is exactly what Kimberlin wants.
“I
say things a lot of people are afraid to say. Yeah, ‘Teen Dream’ is about f--king
a teenage girl. Every guy who’s seen a good-looking teenage girl has thought
about it. I’m talking about that lecherous quality that every man, though he
won’t act on it, has.”
(source.)
(curse word censored). So however much
he might want to think his desires are normal, they are not always normal. But sometimes his feelings are normal, and
his behavior in response to his feelings are what is abnormal.
So that is one
piece of it.
Let me talk about
another piece of it. Regular readers
know that I went to Yale Law School, which is allegedly the best law school in
America. They also notice that I don’t
talk about it very often. There’s a
number of different reasons for that. The
first reason is emotional: with three learning disabilities, any sense of
success brings with it very... complicated feelings. Second, in the legal profession what law
school you went to... I won’t say it is
meaningless. It helps you when you get
hired, for instance, but you never go into court and say, “your honor, I went
to Yale and he went to some other school, so I win.” No, there is a kind of leveling tendency in
the courtroom, where what matters is the quality of your argument, your
citations and so on. It is somewhat,
though not exactly, like math. Two plus
two equals four, even if you don’t have the most prestigious degree. And while the answers in law are not as
determinate as math, the most prestigious degree is meaningless if the other
guy is right on the law and the facts.
And third, I kind
of like that leveling tendency. When I debate
people on Twitter, I don’t intellectually “pull rank” unless a person tries to
pull rank on me or someone else. For
instance, when I tore down Sally Kohn’s silliness about the law, I didn’t point
out I went to Yale to her. But when I saw
her friend Jill Filipovic put down the people correcting Kohn, Filipovic
attacking for their lack of legal credentials (even though as a lawyer, she should have been joining in the
chorus correcting Kohn), I
brought up the fact I went to Yale.
And you will notice that I often use my “elite” educational status to
then support the regular people who just have good arguments but no degree. Which I suppose is against self-interest, but
right is right.
And the other
thing is that, well, sometimes lawyers act a little funny about that. Most, if you don’t lord it over them are
pretty cool, but, to some lawyers it takes them back to their days applying to
law school, and Yale being seen as the highest aspiration a person can aim
for. Many didn’t even apply, and many
did, but got a rejection letter. Incidentally,
Yale Law declares that it gets many thousand more qualified applicants than
they have seats available. So it might
represent a dream they dared not even dream, or it might represent a rejection
that still stings. But I can sense the
change in some people’s stance when they learn that I went to Yale. Like I said, some are very cool about
it. But some suddenly feel intimidated
when I prefer them to be comfortable and some, you can feel the resentment.
All of this
ain’t a complaint. Seriously, “poor me, I
went to Yale Law and other people resent it,” is a silly complaint. I am just making an observation: some people
have an issue with that. I hope they
come to realize that I don’t look down on them for not having gone to a
particular school, but it’s not some great burden on me if they don’t realize
this.
So how does
this all tie in to Brett Kimberlin?
Well, did I mention that Brett’s father was a lawyer? Now, I have observed for some time that he focuses
a great deal of his energy going after lawyers.
Some of that is obviously opportunistic.
Brett will go after you extra hard if he perceives you (rightly or
wrongly) as having a weakness. For
instance, I always believed that he went after Seth Allen extra hard because he
knew there was something “off” about him.
And he is going after John Hoge harder because he thinks (wrongly) that
his wife’s cancer will weaken his will to fight. To a guy like him, finding out Mandy Nagy has
had a stroke was not a reason to back off, but to lay into her and her family
even harder.
Now at first
glance, lawyers would not seem like “weak” targets, but unlike many people, we
have to deal with professional regulation which in theory might take away our
ability to practice our chosen profession.
So Brett felt he could try to threaten both my law license and Patrick Frey’s. And hey, if he gets really lucky, maybe the
disciplinary committee will be filled with political hacks who will
discriminate against us based on our politics.
And the fact I
am learning disabled, in his mind, becomes another weakness. I have already shown
how Brett is downright bigoted against me because of my disabilities, and I have
told you how I think he (stupidly) believes I am weaker because of my
disabilities.
But I think up
until now I have underestimated the psychological element, the extent to which
his attack on me and other lawyers is not merely calculated, but emotional, too.
Consider, for instance, this exchange between Brett and Judge Johnson on
the first day of trial back in August:
THE
COURT: Are you a lawyer?
MR.
KIMBERLIN: I feel like it, but no, I didn't get my law degree.
THE
COURT: All right.
MR.
KIMBERLIN: But I did study law.
Of course, it
isn’t merely a matter of not going to law school that is preventing him from
being a lawyer. Lawyers also have to
prove they have the character and fitness to enter the legal profession. Now, practically speaking, you don’t have to prove you have good character, so much
as there being nothing in your background suggesting your character is awful...
which is exactly where Brett would trip up.
His conduct has been so awful for so long that even if he could pass the
bar exam (and he probably couldn’t), they wouldn’t let him practice due to his
criminal record alone.
But he feels
like he is a lawyer. His father was a
lawyer. Could his dad have wanted him to
be a lawyer? Could he have wanted to be
a lawyer to get the approval of his father?
And then here
comes along this lawyer—me—who is on to his game and starts tearing him
apart. Through more than three years of
his creepy behavior, I have meticulously documented and exposed his immoral and
often illegal conduct. Oh, and I am not
just any lawyer, but a Yalie. And on top
of that, a learning disabled lawyer. He
probably has convinced himself I am an “affirmative action case” that didn’t
deserve my degree. And, gosh, if he can
silence me, or just beat me in court, well, then it would mean the fact he
doesn’t have a law degree isn’t such a big deal. And here I am, in his mind, lording my law
degree over him in another court, while taking his case apart bit-by-bit. If the court listens to me, the case could be
over as early as June 1 and for all defendants.
And that, I submit,
seems to be part of the real root of his anger.
He is mad that I disrupted his plans.
Having talked to several of the defendants, he doesn’t seem to have
gotten around to serving anyone. But
here I come in, moving to dismiss for all parties early and demanding cogently a
swift determination of my motion to dismiss.
And there, it is, staring him in the fact: Aaron J. Walker, Esq.
Daddy issues
are not unusual. I am thankfully
unburdened by them. To the extent that
my parents want me to “live up to” anything, it is their moral teachings, not
any professional expectations. They
could have cared less about what career I chose, as long as I was happy and
could put food on the table. But not
everyone is so blessed, and even if I don’t personally feel those kinds of things, I know these kinds of feelings
exist. Again, Brett’s resentment toward
me, his feelings, are not abnormal: it is his reaction to them that is.
Anyway,
whatever his motives are, we know what his behavior is and I will continue to
address that... hopefully to the
amusement of the crowd.
So tune in
tomorrow when you see my opposition to Brett Kimberlin’s Motion to Strike. And, as a preview of coming events, an
additional filing is likely to appear in court this coming Thursday. But I am not likely to talk about it before
Friday. Besides, unlike the majority of
these filings, this is not taking Brett to the cleaners, this is a relatively
benign order designed to help the case go more smoothly.
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My wife and I
have lost our jobs due to the harassment of convicted terrorist (and
adjudicated pedophile) Brett Kimberlin, including an attempt to get us killed
and to frame me for a crime carrying a sentence of up to ten years. I know that claim sounds fantastic, but if you
read starting here,
you will see absolute proof of these claims using documentary and video
evidence. If you would like to help in
the fight to hold Mr. Kimberlin accountable, please hit the donation link on
the right. And thank you.
Follow me at
Twitter @aaronworthing, mostly for
snark and site updates. And you can
purchase my book (or borrow it for free if you have Amazon Prime), Archangel: A
Novel of Alternate, Recent History here.
And you can read a little more about my
novel, here.
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Disclaimer:
I have accused
some people, particularly Brett Kimberlin, of reprehensible conduct. In some cases, the conduct is even
criminal. In all cases, the only justice
I want is through the appropriate legal process—such as the criminal justice
system. I do not want to see vigilante
violence against any person or any threat of such violence. This kind of conduct is not only morally
wrong, but it is counter-productive.
In the
particular case of Brett Kimberlin, I do not want you to even contact him. Do not call him. Do not write him a letter. Do not write him an email. Do not text-message him. Do not engage in any kind of directed
communication. I say this in part
because under Maryland law, that can quickly become harassment and I don’t want
that to happen to him.
And for that
matter, don’t go on his property. Don’t
sneak around and try to photograph him.
Frankly try not to even be within his field of vision. Your behavior could quickly cross the line
into harassment in that way too (not to mention trespass and other concerns).
And do not
contact his organizations, either. And
most of all, leave his family alone.
The only
exception to all that is that if you are reporting on this, there is of course
nothing wrong with contacting him for things like his official response to any
stories you might report. And even then
if he tells you to stop contacting him, obey that request. That this is a key element in making out a
harassment claim under Maryland law—that a person asks you to stop and you
refuse.
And let me say
something else. In my heart of hearts, I
don’t believe that any person supporting me has done any of the above. But if any of you have, stop it, and if you
haven’t don’t start.
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